I have returned from Miami, and Chicago, and once again entered the real world. I hate the real world. Not the show the Real World, where drunk twenty something’s make out and get things thrown at them in bars, I like that Real World. I just don’t like my real world. The one where one must carry health insurance, pay bills, and do nasty nasty things such as get JOBS! This joining the real world after my week of vacation has provided me with great amounts of anxiety. I think I might be having a quarter life crises. I feel like I have so much pent up creative energy, and no where to put it. As I told my friend today we better act quick or I’m liable to go Sylvia Plath with my head in the oven!
Being the quick acting gal she is, we brainstormed a wonderful project, one that, this time we might realistically be able to complete. I am excited, ecstatic, and maybe even motivated enough to get one of those job things.
For the time being I might be able to handle this “real world” shit, or at least keep my head out of the oven.
~Lauren
1 Comments:
Word. That's great that you have a project to focus on. Sometimes I find pretending I can do something helps. Example: I've pretended I could paint, draw, take pictures, write screenplays. I don't actually do much of any of them, but I PRETEND that I can. *snicker* But yeah, I've almost gone nuts plenty o' times due to the whole lack of outlet thing.
As for the MTV Real World...I have a love/hate relationship with that show...hehe
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